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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

REJECTED LOVE!

rejected love is a hard thing to handle,it can dismantle your heart/because it was accepting and willing from the start/ it showed you the spark even when times were dark/your heart was full of hope because of the spark,slowly and silently the mood changes in a subtle way/giving you a false sense of hope because it to use to be rejected back in the day/ so you would never think it would do you this way and that's how you become prey. you let your gaurd down,because trust was shown/ now its too late,cause you realize you are alone and you can't figure out what went wrong, so you comfront rejected love and it looks at you like why are you singing that same ole song/ there's nothing wrong i am just changing the lines of the song,so it's still a song,but to your heart it's not your song and the sad thing about rejected love, deep down it knows that rewriting the song was wrong,it makes the same excuses to justify the wrong! you push and plead and pettition your fears ,but your pleads fall on deaf ears,so rejected love becomes stronger and more distant,now its easier to not call or not come and see ya, cause it have a strong resistance. the crazy thing about it all was, you were there to pick up rejected love and show it accepted love,respectful love,faithful love,and in return you got fairweather love,quiet love, distant love,dejected love and of course rejected love! the moral of the story is be mindful and respectful to your mate and remember what goes around come around,so why continue the cycle. time waits for no one! stay tune for my next post,it deals with - everything that glitters ain't always gold(inspect before you select) check out my book that's dropping in february and it's called LOVE,LUST,DECIET,DEFEAT(THE STORY OF MY LIFE)




Tuesday, August 17, 2010

THROUGH THE STORM!

when it rains it pours,and sometimes life won't give you a umbrella to protect you from the storms of life,but love and compassion from the unexpected is so effective in protecting your mental state and it rejuvenate your being,and it focus your vision clearly so you really understand what you are seeing.


We must let rain build us and not destroy us,the faster we figure it out,the faster we realize it just water and sunshine is just around the corner and everything will be fine in do time,so when it rains this time, i won't panic, cause life has taught me not take sunshine it for granted! love,lust,deciet,defeat!

know your worth

so fine and sexxy, i can't believe i have been ignoring you for nothing , i let so much time pass by and i can't lie, you have always been by my side,building my ego and helping me through the tough times of my life. i trulely adore the love you have 4 me and your selfless ways of rebuilding my heart,you're so beautiful and tested and you are always giving unconditional because you are so invested,the troubles of the world make you stronger, my well being is your hunger.


man that's the stuff that makes a man stronger,many can learn from your unselfish ways,maturity starts in the mirror, you brought me my focus through the storm now my life is more clearer,i will go for the unreachable goals,because you have healed my soul and only god knows the secret to your unselfish ways,with you i see better days, no more will i give undeserving praise to people that runaway, i will praise god,love my kids,build my future on solid ground,with the new love i refound,the dream forfiller,the hope dealer,the heart healer that won't stop/ i will get on one knee and propose to hip-hop! i love you, because you are so dependable!